I have the most amazing news. After getting my first contract – I got a second one!!! I’m so thrilled because I’m one step closer to living my dream, creating my own hours, and working on my terms.
BUT, the nagging, fearful voice in my head is telling me the one million reasons I need a steady employer to live a quality life. While I KNOW that isn’t true, it still has me doubting myself. I do have a good job, I do get paid well and I do have a comfortable in my life. I just want MORE and I’m afraid that by wanting more I’m going to lose what I have. I realize I need to lose what I have to get to the next level, but that is so scary when you like what you have. I’ve read other blogs and I’ve listened to podcasts and the logical side of my brain understands that I need to get rid of the old to take in the new (kind of like getting rid of old clothes before you purchase new ones.) However, there is another part of my brain that is just so darn scared of it all!
No joke, I’m applying for jobs (full time, but remote.) And each time I apply, I know I’m wasting my time, but I do it anyway. Why? Why do I do that to myself? Agh!! I really want to get to that next level and I just have to keep pushing on. That’s why I’m putting this into the universe 🙂 I can do this…I just need to keep reminding myself and telling myself “Get it girl!”
Anyone else have stories about moving on and succeeding? Or the challenges of moving on? I would love to hear them!
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Woman in Process 